-No longer me anymore.
I've thought about things in life,
Mum, im sorry if i've quarreled with you these days but,
im feeling emotionally down.
please understand.
lots of things happen in my life.
bad, good and hurtful, thoughtful memories.
who knows ?
im jus putting on a happy face everyday
but deep inside,
its totally the opposite way.
Dad, im sorry for being defiant.
its not what i wanna do but,
you've been asking me to do the things i wished not to.
i have a family,
i dun wish to destroy the trust and happiness between us,
i promise i will change.
not for anyone but, for myself.
Friends, im sorry for all the attitude.
understand me for once, will you ?
its not that you people had done something wrong.
its,
all the things that happened recently.
Enemy, continue to hate me more.
its just being childish to hate someone that did some minor problems to you
if you think that i want it this way,
go on, i wont stop you (:

i guess,
i just don't appreciate what i have in life.
kwang told me something today.
" Put everything behind and,
look forward to every tomorrow.
it will be better. Kwang. "
he was right, although he speak lots of craps everyday,
he told me whats deserve to remember today.
what ever happened today.
its the past.
it had gone by and, you have gone through it.
the page is written in your life story and
look forward for tomorrow.
no matter how hard or tough it is,
you still have to go through.
life is just like a story book.
it starts from page one,
and end at the last page.
you cant change it, its all written there.
who could predict our story.

And girl,
you haven contact me yet.
i guess you had forgotten about me ?
its ok, i wont let relationship destroy the happiness in me anymore.
But when everything's down,
i will be there just to make you feel better.
when you cry and need someone to lean on,
look for me,
my shoulder is always yours and,
my shirt will be your tissue for your tears
when you're down, you need some one to talk to,
i will always be more than willing to lend you my ears,
to hear everything that you need to pour out from your heart.
when you're fed-up with things that are happening to you,
i will help to ease the flame in you.

quitting smoking
and studying my ass off soon (:
and i know i can do it !
Go clive (:
changes are meant for the better.

-No longer me anymore.
I've thought about things in life,
Mum, im sorry if i've quarreled with you these days but,
im feeling emotionally down.
please understand.
lots of things happen in my life.
bad, good and hurtful, thoughtful memories.
who knows ?
im jus putting on a happy face everyday
but deep inside,
its totally the opposite way.
Dad, im sorry for being defiant.
its not what i wanna do but,
you've been asking me to do the things i wished not to.
i have a family,
i dun wish to destroy the trust and happiness between us,
i promise i will change.
not for anyone but, for myself.
Friends, im sorry for all the attitude.
understand me for once, will you ?
its not that you people had done something wrong.
its,
all the things that happened recently.
Enemy, continue to hate me more.
its just being childish to hate someone that did some minor problems to you
if you think that i want it this way,
go on, i wont stop you (:

i guess,
i just don't appreciate what i have in life.
kwang told me something today.
" Put everything behind and,
look forward to every tomorrow.
it will be better. Kwang. "
he was right, although he speak lots of craps everyday,
he told me whats deserve to remember today.
what ever happened today.
its the past.
it had gone by and, you have gone through it.
the page is written in your life story and
look forward for tomorrow.
no matter how hard or tough it is,
you still have to go through.
life is just like a story book.
it starts from page one,
and end at the last page.
you cant change it, its all written there.
who could predict our story.

And girl,
you haven contact me yet.
i guess you had forgotten about me ?
its ok, i wont let relationship destroy the happiness in me anymore.
But when everything's down,
i will be there just to make you feel better.
when you cry and need someone to lean on,
look for me,
my shoulder is always yours and,
my shirt will be your tissue for your tears
when you're down, you need some one to talk to,
i will always be more than willing to lend you my ears,
to hear everything that you need to pour out from your heart.
when you're fed-up with things that are happening to you,
i will help to ease the flame in you.

quitting smoking
and studying my ass off soon (:
and i know i can do it !
Go clive (:
changes are meant for the better.