Sunday, July 12, 2009
11:09 PM ●
- Am I Invisible To You ?  Went out with Nicholas to Marina Square today. Played some arcade games and pool. walked around marina in search of nice cloths but I've failed to find suitable ones for me. ): Nicholas bought a denim skinny from FourSkin, all thanks to me, HAHAHA ! tomorrow there's school again ): guess i have to crawl out of my bed the next morning feeling exhausted because i don't feel sleepy now.
I no longer feel the presence of happiness in me anymore.
i used to feel happy over many things in the past, except my character. Notorious, defiant and irritating.
In the past, I've hurt many people around me, most importantly, my parents.
I've changed into another person now, to fill in the holes I've left out, to be perfect.
but i no longer feel happy. I'm seeing things so negatively now.
Maybe i should just return back to my past, i might feel better..
I guess i can never have two things at the same time, everything seems wrong, so wrong.
Especially, You.
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CLIVE
Is the big name !
I am friendly,
but i bite sometimes.
This is my blog.
Respect it.
I'm the owner here so i set the rules, not you.
Leaving is easy just click the [X] Button on the top right hand corner of this web
Alt+F4 can also do the same thing, Thank you.
I Wanna Sing Like A RockStar, Be Like MovieStar, Play Like An All-Star And Fuck Like A Ponstar ! (:
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I'm not a average 16 year old kid alright,
I don't need your judgments here.
And for god sake, please leave your verdicts and indignant remarks to yourself,
If you can't accept the awful attitude of mine,
just leave, i won't hesitate to screw you.
On the contrary, I'm amicable (: so don't worry.
Basically, My life is occupied by sleeping and eating,
I will never try to abolish this habit because,
Consuming scrumptious meals are things we human should enjoy in life.
Which means, I'm being a glutton most of the time,
Last of all, I dream to be an ambidextrous [:
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She was oblivious of my admiration.
But I'm perpetually holding on because i'm unduly in love. ):
It is really hard to fathom the reason why humans are so mentally deranged in love
Just some mere assertion, Love is a word that's dominated by cheaters, players and heart breakers
And it's often spoken by fakers and liars.
People made me believe that promises are lies,
And so does "Forever". It doesn't subsist at all.
A heartbreaker's masquerade as a decent one
Actually, it all lies within one's individual perspective.
I have no due regards to constrain you to follow the way i think about love.
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Friendster.
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Sunday, July 12, 2009
11:09 PM ●
- Am I Invisible To You ?Went out with Nicholas to Marina Square today. Played some arcade games and pool. walked around marina in search of nice cloths but I've failed to find suitable ones for me. ): Nicholas bought a denim skinny from FourSkin, all thanks to me, HAHAHA ! tomorrow there's school again ): guess i have to crawl out of my bed the next morning feeling exhausted because i don't feel sleepy now.
I no longer feel the presence of happiness in me anymore.
i used to feel happy over many things in the past, except my character. Notorious, defiant and irritating.
In the past, I've hurt many people around me, most importantly, my parents.
I've changed into another person now, to fill in the holes I've left out, to be perfect.
but i no longer feel happy. I'm seeing things so negatively now.
Maybe i should just return back to my past, i might feel better..
I guess i can never have two things at the same time, everything seems wrong, so wrong.
Especially, You.
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