My Life Story :D
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
9:29 PM ●


- It's such a disgrace for me to feel dejected over what seems to be a retribution of what i've done in the past.


I remember those days when you'd skip your dinner just to accompany me.
I remember those days when you'd hug me and whisper to me words that'll make me smile.
I remember those days where you'll complain whenever i sleep late at night.
I remember those days when i was down you'd make a fool out of yourself just to make me smile.
i remember those days when i'd blame myself whenever you fall sick because i knew it was my fault for not protecting you.
i remember those days when i sound moody, you'd ask me if there's something wrong. I'll always say " nothing " because i knew that i couldn't be selfish to share my problems with you.
I remember those days when you'd find a way to my house to meet me even if it's raining heavily
I remember those days when you'd whisper to me and tell me how important i am to you.
I remember those days when you'd refuse to sleep because I'm not asleep.
I remember those days seeing you peering through your curtains to see if my room light's off.
I remember those days when you won't let me leave you even tough i have to; due to my time curfew.
I remember those days when i'd lie on your laps and you'd complain because I'm too heavy for you.
I remember those days when i used to be your " best dam thing " ever.
But all these are just memories now.
Do you remember telling me this ?
" I said I won't already. He's my really close friend and he'll always be. i know my limits. "
But look what's happening now ?
You told me he's only a friend, i trusted you. I trusted the both of you.
Instead, you guys just betray me.
In the first place, why should i remember all these when you're now sharing it with him.
You told me that I'm getting used to the life without you.
But seriously, have you ever seen the days i've spent alone, thinking of you ?
praying to every single star that you'll come back to my arms someday ?
Have you ever spare a fucking thought about me when you're spending your happy days with him ?
Ya, i guess i'm the only one to blame because i'm the one who gave you so much freedom to do whatever you like.
I chose to hang on because time and again, i've lied to myself that you'll still remember me.
But i was wrong. I've just been replace by him, and here i am now finding ways to relief the pain that is biting me from the inside.
I've just been disposed to the bin because you found something better then me...

Vengeance, Fear, Animosity

xxxxxx

( Do Not Cry Because It's Gone Smile Because It Happened :D )